Keeping it in the Family

Roughly two years ago I met an Asian guy in the toilets in the park. His name was Tariq and he was early twenties. He was stood at the wall pissing and I stood two steps away from him and he looked. Love it when they don’t care and just look. Not the side of the eye thing most guys do, but a full on look down at my dick.

Toilets always turn me on anyway so I was banging a semi around in my joggers and no underwear on the walk through the park. Nobody else around so I began to slowly rub my prick harder. He seemed to like the look of it and he became firm himself.

He stood back and walked into a cubical and left the door slightly open, I followed him in. We kissed and then he bent over to suck me off, he was good, his tongue fully worked my shaft and had me jizzing my load quickly, which he swallowed down. I thought that was the end of the fun but he turned me to face the wall and ran his fingers over my buttocks and into my crack. Rubbing my rosebud hole. He wiped his precum over his fingers and smeared it into my butthole.

Then he pushed his cock into me. Long and meaty, it filled my anal walls and pushed them out. I felt it fully rubbing in and out of my back passage. It was glorious. He fired a big load of cum deep into my asshole.

Months later I met another Asian guy in a toilets in a different park. Yes, I do go looking for toilets whenever I’m in another area. He was late teens, just a bit older then me and was called Toshan. We went to a wooded area at the back of the park, well hidden from the main paths and by the looks of all the used rubbers and ripped packs of lube; it was a well used fuck-hook place.

Toshan was fucking my asshole fast and rough and I loved it but it started to rain. Lashing it down. Toshan asked if we should stop and I told him to carry on. We were soaked. Afterwards I took his number and we met a few times after that, mostly in the same area. At the time I didn’t drive so Toshan would meet me at a bus stop and we would walk to a quiet area and he would roughly fuck me.

A year after our first meeting Toshan messaged me and wondered if I would be interested in meeting up with him and a friend of his. Of course I would. As if I was going to turn down a double dicking. Toshan met me at the bus stop again and we walked to a very run down house at the back of the poorer estate. He said it was his granddad’s house and he was looking after his granddad who had had a stroke. His granddad couldn’t get up the stairs anymore and Toshan was sleeping in a back bedroom. We went passed the door into the front room where his granddad was and by the looks of him half dead. He didn’t know anyone was there. We went up the stairs passing family photos and I thought I knew a couple of them from around the estate but I wasn’t sure.

Toshan messaged his mate to come over and we got on the bed. I had my joggers fully down around my ankles and was just sitting on the edge of the bed kissing Toshan when his phone rang to tell him his mate was at the front door. He left me and I took off my t-shirt and lay back. Toshan came back up and in walks Tariq. It took me a couple of minutes to remember him. But I asked if he remembered fucking me in the park toilets near our local shops. He said he did, but I’m not sure if he did or not.

They were both down on my cock sucking neither side and kissing each other over my cockhead when I worked it out. Tariq was the guy from the family photos. So since I’m such a big mouth I just asked them. “Are you related?” I asked.

They both looked at each other and “erm-ed” a bit and then Toshan said yes they were cousins.

My balls tightened so much when I heard that. Then they took turns in making me their bitch.

Tariq was slightly more bottom then Toshan so he was fucked as well. We lay on the bed with Tariq sucking my dick as he was taking it from behind by his cousin. They then double teamed me the same way. My holes were full of their jizz at the end of it all. Sadly it was then home time. I had to get back before I was missed from home.

I’ve seen Toshan a few times since in his granddad’s house. Only seem Tariq a couple of times more at the toilets in the park.

Catch you later.

Dick Addiction

Why am I so obsessed with dicks? I know loads of gay men like dicks. But Jesus I’m obsessed. Always has been that way for years. I just can’t stop thinking about them. I can’t stop touching my own.

I have to jerk off as soon as the thought hits me. I can be stood in a supermarket and I will have to go to the toilets and jizz one out. If I’m driving I will have to park up and jerk one out. Straight away, I get that tingle in my cock and I just have to jizz it out of me. I go crazy if I don’t.

I think about dicks a lot, you might think you think about them a lot. But it’s nothing compared to me. See if you do any of the following and see if you see this as a problem.

I can be sat on a bus and a guy or boy walks passed me and I have to check out his package.

That bulge and the idea of touching that bulge drives me loopy. I get so wet so quickly, that all I need is the tiniest bit of movement from my dick and I start dripping.

Then I start to move my dick about in my joggers or jeans.

When I was in high school I was daydreaming once and looking out of the window. I could see down into another classroom at a male teacher who took me for a different subject. I began to think about his dick. What it was like, how big it was fully hard? How did he fuck his wife? Had he ever tried it on with any of the kids? Would he ever fuck me over his desk? Would he rip my school uniform pants down and smack my ass before roughly ramming into me. Next thing I know my mate sat next to me is whispering “Dude you've got a stalk on”. And I did, a full raging boner.

I snapped back to the real world and my male mate and a girl the other side of me were both looking down at my throbbing bone. And because they were looking I couldn't do anything about it. My mate was straight but I wanted him inside me so badly and the girl was a female friend.

Their eyes staring down at my dick made it leak. I've never had a small dick. Thanks dad.

OK if this was a porno I would have got it out there and then and jerked off under the desk with them watching. But sorry this is real life. So it wasn't until the lunch break that they followed me to the trees at the edge of the school playing field and my female friend started to ask questions about how big I could get. I told her big dicks ran in the family. I glossed over how I knew how big dad’s cock was. My male mate told her to stop asking me dumb questions as it was weird, but I told her it was OK.

The bell rang and my male friend had to get to the other side of the campus so I stayed around with my female friend. Who was still bugging me about what had happened in class before.

So I just said “Do you want to see it, is that what you’re after?”

She said no, but then said OK get it out. We stood in the shade of the big trees and I undid my school uniform trousers. I pulled my cock out over my pants and stood showing her. I asked her if she was happy now. She was just stood there staring. I said “Oh for fucks sake touch it or I’m going in”.

She was facing me and then she wrapped her fingers around my dick and peeled back my foreskin. I was dripping wet. She rubbed it slowly. My balls were waiting to fire as I had done nothing about my bone during the lesson.  I told her I was going to cum, so she stopped jerking me.

Bitch, I thought, at least finish the job. So I took over and blasted out a river of jizz over one of the trees.

She asked me if I always came that much, I told her yeah I did pretty much.

I knew I was 100% gay but that was the first time I did anything with a girl. It wouldn’t be the last.

Let me know if you are the same when it comes to dicks. Ask me a question or let me know if you like my posts.

Catch you later.

Fucked at the Mall

Before Christmas I went to the mall. I swear it was a day when dick was the farthest thing from my mind. I had to do my shopping, as I was so behind. After I had my lunch in the food court I had to piss. I’d asked the girl behind the counter for a drink without ice but the moody cow give me ice anyway. This means it chilled straight down to my bladder.

I was stood at the urinals, minding my own business. Titting about on my mobile. I didn’t notice who was in there with me. It’s a long straight room so I had gone right down to the other end for my piss.

Then I noticed a shadow on the wall meaning someone was stood quite close to me.

I looked out of the corner of my eye and looked down at the guy’s dick. Force of habit.

He was a 6ft tall black guy with a massive semi hard slong in his hand. And he was rubbing that fuckstick. He meant business. And since I had been stood there quite a while with my dick out he must have thought I was looking for a cock.

So even when I’m not really looking for dick, dick finds me. Lucky me. I looked up the other end of the room; there were a few guys but far away from us.

I stood back to let him get a look at my own dick, which by now was getting harder and harder by the second. It doesn’t take much for me to bone up.

I moved towards one of the cubicles with an open door. The black guy shook his head and whispered I should follow him. For that dick of course I’m going to follow him.

We walked out of the mall and onto the multi-storey car park. We went up a few floors and then down the rows of cars until we were at a battered blue van. He unlocked the back doors and for a moment I was scared. What if he smacked me out and kidnapped me.
He was twice the size of me. He could do me some damage.

I stood back unsure, so he got inside and started to take his dick out again. So I followed him into the back of the van and closed the door behind me. The back windows were tatty two way mirrors.

We could see out but other people couldn’t see in.

I got down to start sucking off his dick but he pushed me away. He didn’t want to waste time getting his cock sucked. He pushed me face down and yanked down the back of my jeans.

I stuck my butt up into the air like the good little doggy boy I am. His face jammed roughly into my butthole. He was eating me out as if my rosebud hole was made of ice cream.

I was wet enough for his needs so he started to fuck me. Banging into me bare and fucking rock solid hard. It was a fucking huge prick and he didn’t care if I was getting any pleasure at all.

It was all about his needs.

Then the verbal abuse started, at first it was in a low voice calling me a dirty faggot. But it built up. Until he was fucking me and roaring in my ear what a scummy dirty vile little cunt I was. Made me so hard, I tried a couple of times to get my hand under me to jerk off but he held my hands over my hand.

I wasn’t going to be allowed to have any pleasure from this. It was all about him and his desires.

Quite right too. He was the man after all; I was just the dirty fuck toy faggot slut.

Moments later he was slamming into me. Harsh blows to my butt, the sound of our skin slapping together bounced off the metal walls of the van. Families walked passed the van windows, so close. Unaware of the brutal gay fuck fest that was happening within. They would be sickened and shocked to see a teenage boy so abused in such a public place. It turned me on so much. Seeing their faces pass the window. They will never know.

He came and filled my guts with his seed. He pulled out and pushed my body away, he was done.

I thanked him; he shot me a look of absolute disgust and didn’t say a word. I was beneath him.

I left the van and returned to the toilets to finger out the cum, taste it and jerk off.

Happy Christmas to me.

Catch you later.

Fucked by a Stranger

Mum sent me off to the supermarket this afternoon for a small amount of shopping. As soon as I got there I, of course, sat on the car park and opened Grindr on my phone. The supermarket is a huge building out of town so not many local houses, so I didn't think I would get lucky at that time of day.

I've had guys here before but that was way back at the start of last year and that was only because during the evening shifts there are guys who use the car park as a pick up place.

They normally drive off together. They don’t use the supermarket itself like I do.

I saw a guy was, kind of, local to me and start to hit on him. We chatted for five minutes and I told him it would be worth his while if he came down to the supermarket and met me in the toilets.

He said he could make it down there in half an hour. So I ran around the shop like a loony getting the shopping for mum and quickly put it into my car. Thank fuck there wasn't any frozen foods on the list she had given me.

I then went to the gents toilets and waited. Few minutes later I got a message from the guy telling me he was there. I told him I was in the end cubical. There was a knock on the door and I let him in.

Mid 30s, tall, longish blond hair tied back. Strong top body shape. Very nice.  

I stood up, he dwarfed me. I'm such a short ass. I do love guys that tower over me. Powerful men, I crave them. I need to be in their arms and under their power. They need to own me and my body.

He twisted me around facing away from him and started to rub my dick in my underwear. My jeans were undone but my dick was away. He was kissing my neck. If a guy does anything to my neck I'm his no matter who the fuck he is.

He pulled down the back of my jeans and pants. My dick still trapped in the underwear at the front. His dick was out and I could feel it was very hard. He was pressing me into the wall of the cubical. I held my arms up and grabbed the top of the wall. With the full of his hand he smacked my right butt cheek. The pain, shock and the pleasure hit me deep down in my soul. Yes, I liked this one.

His dick was up and inside me before I knew what he was doing. It filled me. I’d be able to quickly look back a couple of times to see what was on offer. Damn it was meaty. Long fat fucking pole.

I felt it deep inside me and then the slamming started. Thank fuck the toilets were empty because he pounded me. A few of the hits slammed me against the wall so hard all the air in my body escaped and I became a bit light headed. Pound after pound. He was angry at my butthole for some reason and I loved it. 

I've been raped once before and that is a story for another time, but this was as near brutal as it will ever get without it being real rape.

A few moments later he came. Firing deep inside my hole.

And it was then a quick escape, he exited me, wiped himself with toilet paper and then pissed into the bowl beside us. Such a waste of piss.

Then he was gone. Leaving me to finger out the jizz, swallow it down and jerk off until I fired a load up the side wall. Beautiful.

Now as always after I've written up one of these events I need to bust my balls again.
Hope you do the same.
Catch you later.

Outside Jerking

I had to jerk off so bad today. I was driving down the back streets, it was still kinda dark and I just needed to get my cock out. I putted up and undid the buttons on my jeans and got it out. But there were lights in some of the back bedrooms of the houses nearby. So I drove on a bit further, with my dick still out getting harder and harder.

Wetting the bottom of my t-shirt and jumper with precum. I had to stop soon and find a place and tug on my dick or I would go crazy. I had to shoot a load. Just to feel that cream belt out of my cock and spray something.

I parked up down the back of the shops on our estate. Only the newsagent down the other end was open. The others still shut, it being a Sunday morning. I putted my coat over my exposed cock and walked calmly to behind the big bins. I had to play with myself. I had to fire. I had to do it here. It needed it to be public and seedy and in such a vile dirty place.

I made sure I wasn’t overlooked and then undid my belt and lowered my jeans to my knees. Middle of winter and I’m jerking off behind bins on a shitty estate. Beautiful. The cold bite of winter hit my buttocks and the tiny hairs on my legs rose to the feel of the bitter string of winter.

I was rock hard. Dripping a flow of precum now. I knew it wouldn’t take me long to jizz a load out. I know that after the build up in my head it doesn’t take me long for my balls to explode.

I came such a heavy load, hitting the side of the bin and dripping down it. I’m so stupid, I should have cupped it into my hand and licked it up. But that treat was gone.

I pulled my jeans back up over my phat butt and I got back into my car. Writing this makes me want to jerk off again. So I’m off to do just that. I’m sat on the toilet with my laptop across my lap and my dick is hard and wetting the bottom of my laptop with precum again. 
Catch you later. 

Just Jamie

Can it truly be called abuse if you were into it at the time? My head doctor said it would be helpful if I wrote it all down. Day by day. Doubt I’ll be able to keep that up but I’ll try. 
Just pour it all out of me. Under a fake name of course. All the names will be fake. Can’t have my real friends and family knowing what an utter slut I am. Some know.

Some of them even help. But I can’t let mum know I’m doing this. She has a hatred of me going online as it is. She thinks I’ll meet another guy who will abuse me. I think even worse she thinks I’ll manage to find my dad. I don’t want to go into that in detail yet.

Doctor Doug says I put myself at too much risk as it is. My life, my body.