My Fuckbud Ex

I wasn’t sure what to write about this week, but then somebody asked me if I had ever had a long term boyfriend. The answer is yes, his name is Karl and he is my ex, sort of. My 100% broke up with boyfriend, who I still have sex with.

But we are friends still, and it was totally my fault that we broke up. But before I get to that maybe I should tell you a little about him and how we met.

Karl went to the same school as me and was in the year below me. I think I first saw him when I was 14 but I can’t 100% say if that is true. I had seen him around school a couple of times and liked what I saw. A tall, kind of blond, white guy with an evil smile. This is honestly how we met; I was in the boys toilets. I was stood at the urinals and I was making piss balloons. For those who don’t know what that is, because maybe you don’t have a foreskin, its when you hold the end of your foreskin and piss and hold the piss inside your foreskin for as long as you can until it is too full and it bursts.

You sometimes end up with pissy fingers but it’s a good way of washing your cock head if you have been thinking about boys all time and your cock head is sticky. Glad I can help.

I was stood there and doing this over and over until I ran out of piss. I can sometimes be in a world of my own and I didn’t realise anyone had come into the toilets. Karl was stood looking at me with a look of “what the fuck are you doing with your dick” on his handsome face. He finished up and I was too embarrassed to move, I just stood there with my dick still in my hand. He washed his hands and then came back to the side of me and took out a really battered tiny note book from his pocket and wrote in it “what are you doing?”

Karl is 100% deaf and kind of mute. This I didn’t know at the time. But I later found out he would have to write down what he wanted to say in his note book and show it people. His speaking voice isn’t great, it’s just noise. He can lip read. Again, this I didn’t know so I took the book off him and wrote “I’m making piss balloons”. At this he nearly wet himself laughing at me.

Of course I didn’t know he could lip read. I just thought I would have to write in the book. He left and that was our first meeting. I became obsessed with him. How did he live his life like that? I started to follow him around and I bombarded him with questions. Over the next few weeks I started to realise he had two note books. A black one that had school stuff in and the red one, which he used when he was talking to his friends and me. I must have driven him crazy, asking him question after question and following him around every break time.

Of course I followed him into the toilets loads of times and I would stand back and let him do his thing if I didn’t need to go. I would sometimes sit in one of the cubicles on the toilet lid with the door open and wait for him, so it didn’t look weird that I was staring at the back of his head and trying to sneak a peak of his dick. But he caught me looking and my face must have gone red. Well as red as it can go.

He wrote in the red note book “where u trying 2 look at my dick??” I froze but I’m stupid and I just nodded and gave him my best biggest smile as if I was joking around with him. He pushed into the cubical and closed the door behind him. What the hell was happening? Was I going to get beaten up? We all wore the same uniform and he undid his tight black trousers and just dropped them to the floor and wrote “u have 1 minute to look then it’s going away”. I could feel my heart beating in my ears. That was one fucking amazing looking dick. Long and beefy. It’s as if whoever made him made up for his lack of hearing by giving him a really enormous dick. Like I said I’m stupid so rather than just look I held my hand out for it. He looked me in the eye and stepped forward. I held his dick in the palm of my hand and it was so warm and so beautiful. I reached forward and grabbed his now fully hard dick I pushed it greedily into my mouth. I later found out this was the first time he had ever done anything like this with a boy. He was quick to cum, and I swallowed it down like the good boy I’ve been taught to be.

This started a relationship that lasted the rest of our high school lives. Most days we would sneak off and meet near the toilets and I would gobble him down but in the last year of school it turned into full sex.

The trouble was he never knew how much noise he was making so it was so dangerous. The upper school boy’s toilets were near the office of the school nurse and the head of upper school. So loads of times I thought the door was going to get kicked in and I would be dragged away with my trousers still down and a trail of Karl’s jizz rolling down the back of my legs.

Did I mention I’m stupid? At a house party in the last few months of school I got incredibly drunk and high. I met a much older lad who I went into a bedroom with. And I was down sucking him off; I didn’t know one of the lads in my year knew him. He filmed it on his phone from the open doorway. The next week it was all around school. It, of course, got back to Karl. I had been stupid and been with loads of guys in the park toilets and other places behind his back but here was the proof.

He dumped me. He wrote me a letter that was so brutal that after I read it I ran to the top of our tower block and tried to open the window to jump out. But the building caretakers must know that idiots like me would try this and they have painted them all shut.

After school I didn’t see him again. Until last year, at a party, a female friend told me Karl was coming to it. I thought of leaving but I was a tiny bit drunk and I stayed. We ended up talking. And then later he walked/carried me home. We sat in the doorway to my block for hours until the sun came up, just talking. Yes, talking. He now has a phone type thing. He types into it and it speaks for him. He bought it with his first wages from the job he has. He does something with computers that is totally beyond my knowledge. We spoke about how at the time of our break up he hated being in a relationship and sharing me with other guys. But he then told me about a guy he had seen for a few months who had taken him to an orgy a few cities away from us. He fucked nine lads that night and loved it. But he had been quite high at the time.

We kissed and I went home and he walked to the other side of our estate to his home. We started to see each other as friends. And then a few weeks later I met him alone at my house. I was playing around with the sound of his phone and making it shout dirty things. I was running the battery down so he was trying to wrestle it off me. I kissed him. He kissed me back and then I just rolled over under him and rubbed my butt on his dick area.  He tore my jeans down. He pounded me so hard that day. All his anger for me just came out of his dick.

It was so excellent. I still see him from time to time and if I’m home alone or it’s just my little brother that is home we go into my bedroom and fuck like bunnies.

Catch you later. X